soul love

I have been thinking all thoughts of you
you've been in my mind since ou left.
And i love you more then I can explain.
I just adore you. I Truely believe in you,
In your person as all of your struggles
and thoughts and in your ways:
I see your beauty clear through to your soul
I see you in your hurts, your sorrows and imperfections
I must tell you in all your ways
there is honest beautiful integrity
And I can see vulnerability- even sincerity
still clings to you in your anger.
I have nothing but good to give you
I have the utmost faith in you,
and my trust for you runs deep.
I believe in you, In all your wants,
I believe your fears and in your abilities and your intentions
You make me smile and laugh.
You make me happy.
I love your witty littlesongs and their parodies.
I love your "stewart" imperssionations.
I love holding your hand;
there is a pride in that moment.
When were in the crowd, I feel taller at your side.
I love who you inspire me to be.
You make me want to work harder.
I love the person I have become just to have known you.
I believe you are truely my blessing to the desire of my deep down
To find someone to grow with; someone I could respect
Be respected by and honored.
Someone who would be rare.
and make me feel cherished and challanged.
Someone I would never stop loving because
we will never stop learning togther.
And of course we will make mistakes and make eachother mad.
And we will try always to avoid the defenses we both use that hurt.
Desire is in my heart, you are my soul love

wonder woman loves jell-o shots

when our plans are as set as the jell-o shots in the freezer
baby, I wonder how this wonder woman can keep waiting
so I am self medicating- predicting a short mini skirt on my part
will hurry you home. And in every clever thought I am thinking
all these ideas will bring you home to me. Can't I control you?
Don't I have devine indulgent rites? I know it's not a matter of
if you do or don't love me.
But do I dare say that I really know what it is?
A silly girl with careful cravings
I trust you so and want you so much more
I beg you let me deep into your center,
into your storm, where you hide when life is too 'alive'.
And I wish you would let me into your trust
just enough to prove to you the power; the worth of a true persuit of love
I ask you for mainstay in your life give me promise that you'll really try
I'll give you everything good I know how to do. Above all else, I will LOVE you

q &a

unzip my thoughts and motivations
and hold them at the side of who I am
in this life in the mirror of all mine
-who are family and friends:
hold me close and tell me you love me
dont let me go, i cant see the trust for the freedom
because i think to let me go is to let go of me
i am convicing my own self to all of the things that i need,
yet you need them too
and to forge into this lifetime and this relationship at our front door
whithout begging the thief to come in
I ask you to let yourself into my heart and let me into your trust
and accept all of the faults and dismiss all of the hurt
so how does that work?
i have never been the one here questioning me before.
am i smarter for turning my thoughts inside out?
stronger for looking through to the other side of my hearts intentions?
Or weaker for questioning

unto me

when do the days stop being your own?
when does the need to be somethng stem beyound you your self?
Have you lost connection with who you are as a person?
I miss that strong girl that we all know.
Has she showen her face to see you lately?
All of these people that you have being talking about
and looking to for whatever comfort;
have they really provided any?
YOu know we both can say no.
hey girl, look in the mirror, it's me.
the one who is left behind when no one else is.
And I could use some comfort now,
before the next needy friend gets here and says its time to go
no more rescuse please. not unil you rescue me. I love you.
make sure you keep some of that love to give unto me.

these hungers I feel and crave

I look through my short gaspings of breath
begging and laboured as they blossem into a panting
full and still hungering to consume your love
to burn in the purity of all that is your love for me
I take all of you to offer you more of my own
I want to fill you up to take you in and confuse
our passions so they infuse in a swarn of all
embrasing thoughts and touches.
These hungers I feel
These hungers that crave