Silly me

I love you and even so
I hold you away;
Just to see you at a distance
I cant touch you
I cant hear you
But i know just how you feel
I know just what your thinking'
I know all your thoughts
are just as much mine
And you feel a part of me
-but right now no one dares beg
the other should stay here
We've gone so far together.
And that seems to seperate
us from eachother.
Have we begun the process
of sending ourselves off in different directions?
Shouldn't I be ok with that?
Or maybe the question is
-How do I know that I'm not?
Silly of me to think I know it all right now.
Of course I do; In time I will.
I don't know.
But I think I should.
Of course I already know now.
I just dont want to talk about it right now.