Velocity of vixen principles rips the umbilical cord

given the velocity of this stagnant mood.
I consider you have 12 minutes
to change for the dramatic and hope its better
the only other option is to become
another ****like your mother
their is nooo waiting in progress
your either going to succeed because you want to
or you will constrict and expire under a writhing psyche
a slave to your mute voice....
And this leaching vice -sarcastic and bitter....
only resents the things that you feed
where is your fastidious haste to undo the damage
that couldn't be undone in childhood?
where is your heart? She can't be still broken
convinced of an eternal solitaire girlhood drowned in martyrdom
a little devastation goes a long way
into the culminating of a humble lady vixen
so don't go caring the torch one step too far....
it looks so sad and embarrassed,
wearing someone else's hate
how do those bitches do it?
they take so many names in so many places and still,
40 years later, and a 1000 different faces
in a thousand different roles they'll play-
and their still the same cunt. so why?--
how is it your still bleeding?
bending down to ask for a hand up?!!
now who's the cunt?
it doesn't take a sacrifice in the name of intelligence
to make status on your own
you know better than that. Be your own woman
never mind the fighters and the hookers, the clubbers and haters
you don't fake it; its your originality--
the only thing you have that makes them cling
so don't sell out.
Older is made of secure findings and integrity
rooted in deep beliefs
so be it humbled and sincere and honorable and kind....
so be it without bitches nor admiration...
Those are only petty distractions
and petty is shallow and shallow unbecoming
Depth is uncomfortable to reach from any side,
from inside or from the other side of the coin
all that matters is you get there. It is the safest place
depth demands virtue, and character' strength
all that is honorable is earned
so it is genuine and that is trustworthy
trust breeds honesty and honesty is on a level that discriminates
and those who feed on the beauty of others
are living out an ugly destiny to be ddestroyed
only by their own hate: this is discrimination
I am ready to be the only one standing in deep waters

{all the bitches I see now are drowning
grasping at me like little octapussies,
still demanding I take their help}

I have all the time I know it will take
for all time bears fruit
and that fruit shall be ripe in my favor
sweet as pleasure my solitary captivity sheds and
I give breath to independence,
solitary strength and capability