secret sordid sensual surrender

so let me begin my little girl rage with a love song for you,
you work and work and work me over when you can get off
and its back to the white lie, the little goodbye
and here is my little lush charm:
I don't want you to go
I don't want to wait and see how it will all work out
I'm out of my element -
I cant believe for a minute you don't feel it
I can taste it. As I look into your dismissive eyes
I can see you look away from it
all this hype, all this lust,
all of this getting down has me down for sure
so I get up again, give you head again say goodbye and then....What?
you bring a bitch and a real catty one he would turn out to be.
how do I end up with his balls and still, I'm the only pussy?
cause the ball is in your court and all I can do is think about you
touch all the places you thought so sweet to taste
and I know that you belong with me in my arms charming and protected
I will be your alibi if you would just call me-
tell me you've become a believer
deliver me from where only you can
the dark corner in the middle of your mind
in the shade of your island in forgotten fantasies...
I will always demand for you
so tissue in hand and hand in mouth
and I am silently screaming your name with my wettest three fingers
wont you want me sometime when I can say "no"
how do you expect me to parade around as your little viscous whore?
delicately disarming all of your personal armies of defense
and taking you in; taking you in my thighs and with my eyes
and even my blushing cheeks are letting go a wistful little sigh
in my sweet little princess fairy tale
I don't let you break pretenses or smile at me
or undress me with that silent devils-mischief stare...
I pretend this is just a lust-filled oneiric--
the one that makes me beg you,
let me be the feast you intend to disrobe .defile. devour.
let me be the one you desire.
I don't kid myself I don't linger over your insightful thoughts
or care anything of your intellect,
give notice when your compassionate.
I will give no credence to your artistic,
your humanity, your vulnerable pride.

Instead I pose as your promiscuous neophyte
longing for your good favor
so I can bear the rights to play your malediction
in the game of erotica,
where I obtain clever and patience while waiting for our next nefarious outing
with explicit intentions as your SlinkySassyVixen