Friday, December 12

Nathaniel

you have me thinking so long about things
you have me wondering about me and you..
when did my thoughts become your thoughts?
well, not your thoughts, thoughts about you.
you have me questioning, thinking, daydreaming
I am so inspired by you
I want to be next to you. Be a better person with you.
I want you to believe in me. I am thinking that you do.
we are apart and here I am speaking of you.
we are apart and i am dreaming about you.
we are apart and I am wondering how many hours until I see you again.
I am falling off a ledge when it comes to you.
I am floating around in wonderment at the possibilities.
I am thinking about love, and what it means, to me, to you..

Friday, December 5

honest lie

what if you could just be my canvas.
a perfect piece of white nothing to set my work upon
would you hold dear to the things that I hold dear
or would you flex your muscles and temp me
to the things that I couldn't bear?
who would you hold beside me? your self, your lover?
would you cling or compare?
it is never knowing; to know you
it is like Atlantis to find you.
Looking in places so deep never knowing what to find
never knowing what is real. are you for real?
I want to know. But their are so many thoughts swarming around you
are you good? are you kind? Are you the kind I am to let in to my life?
I wonder and question and wish and wonder
but I will never tell you that kind of honesty,
I haven't figured out yet,for that kind of honesty, how to lie for.

Wednesday, December 3

Goddess Profile

Amazing creativity that slips through time and consciousness.
It is I imagine, a bit like looking backward through the picture and into your lense to a different portal.
Perhaps I am not sure what world I'll end up in, but I know I am anxious to get there.
Strange little fantasy that has me looking with my eyes and imagining with your thoughts.
As if you can take me where you want to go. And you do.
Sometimes I am not sure if I want to come back.